May

Well lets see spring is here :)  Im blonde :)  We hang out with our neighbors outdoors almost daily :)  I love tim :)  He loves me :)  Tims birthday is friday but were celebrating Saturday cause Friday night my little brother graduates, man im getting old!  Im ready to quit BWR its just become more of a hassle than anything i have to ask off at least one day everyweekend it seems for this or that plus after this last weekend and the NO money i made i just dont wanna anymore oh and add that on top of fighting with everyone both nights all night!  Im to skinny to blonde to tan uncool because i dont drink...oh im sorry your jealous and that i bust my ass to be who/what i wanna be!  Still got my job at Phazar might possibly still get that Saudi plane contract which would keep me a job here for at least another year or so...i keep applying for jobs and have had some phone interviews but nothing worth pursuing any further than that...as of yet anyways...i should be receiving my Associates degree in the mail anytime although the TCC website says it could be in October before i get it :(  Oh well at least now i can put i have an associates degree and not "some college"  Now to decided on what to get my bachlores in!  I wanna do it to say i did and to show all those who said i wouldnt/couldnt that i can and will!  Tim and i had talked about buying Bryans parents house in Keller when they move to Florida now he thinks we wont be able to afford it :(  Ill stay in our house now so long as he gets his butt to helping me work on all the things that need done...shed finished, deck finished, painting indoors and out, deocrating and were gonna need another room if we are going to have a kid!  That subject we keep going back and forth on...i think we will regret it if we dont though yet at the same time we could regret it if we do...thats just my selfishness/spoildness talking again!  Our nieghbors across the street Mark and Amanda put their house up for sale and sold it in like a week!  Good for them but im sad at the same time we were just all starting to hang out so much and have a good time!  Tim and i were married a year this month CRAZY!  It really doesnt seem that long ago!  (Eavesdropping on the bosses phone call they said we have no plan to bid on the saudi airplane...hope i get a job SOON, said the owners are working on liquidation of Phazar, upholestry side not continuing, keep flight support up and running(maybe i can be CSR/Payroll?!?!?),operating out of bankruptcy that may be ending pretty soon)...well i want to end on a positive not as i try to keep more posotive than negative in my life!  Its summer, its boating season, and i have a job and a home :)  Life is good!  :D