Bored and got some down time

Well while i have so much down time at work i might as well get my first blog of the year up! Lets see im going on 3 weeks without a paycheck WONDERFUL(sarcasim)! Were waiting on a customer to sign a contract and get us the deposit for the work lets hope that happens in the next couple of days(fingers crossed). Tim has been great through all of this helping me with money, which i wont take as much as i really need that he has offered because im to independent and hard headed to ask for help, not yelling at me and not getting mad at me when im so hateful because im so stressed and worried about everything! I love him so much i hope he knows that! Im sure he does but just to remind him as soon as i get some money ill take him to a nice dinner to remind him and to say thanks :) I got a second job that i will be starting in the next week or so its waiting tables at a place called Buffalo Wings and Rings ive met with the owners they seem really nice and are very willing to work with my schedule. I plan to keep the job as long as possible once things settle down i just wont want as many shifts. I try to keep as postive as possible at work to help keep others spirits up but man its hard! I just remeber my attitude determines my altitudes(zeig zeigler). Im trying to plan a vacation for Tim and I in April to Florida first to Jacksonville for supercross(ahhh Chad Reed has the most beautiful eyes and is so kick ass on the track!) then to Sarasota for some relaxation on the beach! Earlier this month we went to a cook out at someones house Tim works with they are all a lot of fun to hang out with im hoping we all hang out more often, we might go to the superbowl party they are having. Ill be 26 in less than 2 weeks and am not to happy about it! Id like to just stay 25! Im not as far as id like to be yet so much further than so many others my age, i know i cant have my cake and eat it to. Tim raced earlier this month and got 1st in one class and 2nd in the other he raced against a pro and it was a close race! The two have become friends the guy is Jeremy Gonsalves he races the outdoor arena cross series hes on the joe gibbs racing team...pretty cool! His girlfriend works at the track Tim rides at a lot shes nice and fun to talk to on the rare occasions i go out...i always go support him race but practice is our time away from one another...tims bike is pretty broke right now gonna cost him a lot to get it up and running and thanks to my lack of a check right now it will be a while before he can get it all...ive been working on super duper cleaning the house and organzing everything! Tim has got the garage done and his guitar room for the most part(he still has the closet) i plan to knock out the guest room and hall closet this weekend while tim hopefully goes to work on his closet i hate even going in there to put his laundry up its so bad...and people wonder why i have a seperate closet and bathroom?!?!? My car is still down and will be well til i get a new one probally im looking at either an F150 or a sport track of course with leather interior sun roof all that jazz! Im ready for summer and the lake but at the same time im ready for some snow...its end of January and a high today of 80 degrees...gotta love Texas on Saturday the high will be 45! Well i think ive rambled on enough! Catch up with ya next month!