Well it has happened...

Phazar closed its doors at 2pm today...people were angry and yelling...even i was getting yelled at...even had some paper thrown at me...sorry i just have a job to do...I am being kept on to help tie up all the loose ends and get this place shut down...if some contracts come through we will re-open if not well that is the end...I had an interview yesterday at Transition Health in Argyle i will find out next week if i got it or not...its a $4.37/hour cut in pay from what i was getting but something is better than nothing right?!?!? Well any other questions just ask me

RIP Bubba the fish and whats wrong with Gibs

Well Bubba the fish our picastomas(sp?) died after having him for like 10 years it was sad tim put him in a box and buried him under a tree outback and carved his name in the tree...he was far to large for a burial at sea...this was sunday night that he died...

Also Sunday night we had to take Gibs to the emergency animal hospital...all day he was acting like either his back legs or hips or soemthing was huritng he couldnt jump on the bed or antying when i got home from work about 630 he just sat in my lap like a little baby and thats when you know something is really wrong so we decided to take him in...well come to find out after xrays he has a slipped disk in his back(would be like a herniated disk for us) and they tell us to keep him still(hahahahaha thats like saying keep a baby still) and not let him jump on or off of things or play or even walk down stairs for 3 to 4 weeks! This is gonna be a loooong 3 to 4 weeks! At night we have to put him in his crate so he doesnt jump down when were sleeping and in the day we put keeyle in the crate and block him off in the kitchen...while hes on his pain meds and antiinflamitory he doesnt even know anythings wrong making us have to watch him more closelelly so he doesnt do anything hes not supposed to...the vet told us shes had a dog walk off a curb and never walk again...i dont want that happening to my boy!

Update

Wow life is crazy right now! I finally got paid at Phazar on February 18th for my last 3 checks! I have been working 2 jobs to keep gas in my tank food in my tummy and bills paid. Im waitressing at Buffalo Wings and Rings i really like working there the people i work with are fun and our regulars make it even better...some nights i dont make as much as id like to but other nights i bank! I generally am the server who makes the most not sure what the others are doing wrong but so long as im making money its ok lol! I dont work 2 jobs cause i love to work. Phazar well now were going to be TUS Aerospace and they still cannot gurantee us pay on paydates...joys! My skin head tummy and body in general cannot take much more! If i get a good job offer i will definatly be taking it! Dont get me wrong i love working at Phazar but i dont love not knowing if/when i will be paid! I need security in the financial department! Were supposed to go to florida in april for vacation all this depends on how pay goes here at phazar. My grandpa was in the hospital earlier this week for his heart again they upped his meds and hopefully that will help hes back home and i guess doing as good as can be expected. Tim went with me to see him at the hospiatl didnt know he was in ICU til we got there i wanted to vomit as we walked through those doors! Then when we left i just cried and cried even though hes ok and not doing horrible...my grandparents were supposed to live forever! Im so close to them they kept me more when i was younger than my parents i think! Tim has been so great lately! When i first started my new job he was wanting me to quit and was always angry and yelling and just mean...well he still wants me to quit...but when we are together he is great! He now always wears his wedding ring(before he wouldnt wear it cause he didnt like it), idk hes just being so great and loving like more so than ever and i love it! On friday nights Tim, Bryan, Jessica and Sharayah all come up to eat dinner and see me! We have had a couple of talks about baby making, lol, and so long as jobs and such keep going good want to start trying in the summer of 2010...yes i know this coming from the 2 people who said they would never have kids but something just hit me a couple of weeks ago maybe cause i know im not getting any younger idk...i agree its crazy! I am so lucky to have Sharyah and Jessica in my life right now they have helped me so much through these troublesome times and tim likes then and they like him! I love them dearly for all that they ahve done and hope we all stay friends forever! Were going to go on a girls road trip this summer maybe to float the river or soemthing if we get rain that is! If not im sure we will find something else to do! Tim is going to do a charity race next month its a whole weekend ordeal it should be a lot of fun and its for a good cause! Well i think thats all i got for now! Check for more updates later!